I feel like I am lazy or too grumpy, or neglectful.
I think that is part of being a mom.
And although having other people tell you that you are doing a good job, you don't really believe them because they don't know the everyday person that you are.
The only ones that can tell you, the only people who can truly recognise your ability are your family.
Okay, your kids. 
Tonight Lola looked at Brian and I and said,
"you
guys
are
sensitive
and
have
peaceful
hearts."
If that is what our five year old sees... I guess we are doing alright ;)
